OTL... I am feeling so stress. Work in progress but I have no inspirations. Feel like quitting a lot of things... Feel like crying out... Feel like extending a day to 48hrs... My brain is so dry and all my works are like SHIT. Sucks seriously. I cannot even control myself now. How am I going to handle this when I go out to the world?
This seriously suck to the max. I just want time to freeze and then I can do more meaningful things and have inspirations. I have many deadlines in just a few days. (Maya, website, digital effects...) And my brain is freaking drained out. Brain dead. Thats all I have to say. I seriously need a break and don't think of anything.
I salute people who can stay in this creative line. I salute my seniors who graduate smoothly. I salute my seniors who have so many time to build up their portfolio. I salute my seniors who got into good jobs. I salute... My lecturers who can even solve our assignments' errors and give us idea. They must be freaking clever!
I feel like quitting but I know I cannot do that. D: I have to preserver. Its what I chose and what I want. If I backup now, who will back me up? My parents? Nope. They would just force me to take business - the stable way of life to them and its obviously not my type. Oh wait, maybe I should just take business and go by order and systematic. Everything might be easier then...
Well, all said and I shall sleep now... :C