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Last post - 2nd July. Omigosh! So long!! It has been 4 days! And I can't believe it, 4 DAYS OF ASSIGNMENT CHIONING!! I am a pro. (Y) That 4 days, I cannot even do up a proper assignment. I sucks seriously. In just that 4 days, I feel like giving up on a lot of things...

However I don't. I always believe that whatever I chose or what I get is all decided by fate. Yes. FATE. DESTINY. Our future is already predestined for us, we are just actors of our life. Actors who doesn't know what will be out next line. How awesome is that?

A lot of people claim that they don't believe in fate and say its not true BUT how do you know it is not true??

You cannot predict the future, do you know what the future is installed for you? A lot of friends debate to me with this: 'I have the ability to change/ oppose to my choice/ future.' Yah. I agreed on that. And hey, that is also part of our predestined drama isn't it? It's destined that you will work hard for your future. It is fate that you will meet your prince/ princess or whoever.

So why do I chose to believe in this? Because, I cannot see my future and hence I believe that my destiny is already marked down. So I just keep working towards the goal in my mind, believing that it is all being marked down and lets all leave it to fate. ^_^

Ok, so understand or not, I don't care. That is what I feel. (Ok, whats with this emo post?)

And yea, I wanted to give up on a lot of things... I don't wanna stare at the screen for more thatn 12 hours per day. I don't wanna keep rendering, editing, photoshopping... My eyes are tired... @.@ I don't want to go school... School is far and my time is duper precious...

Maya, I love you but why do you do this to me?? /A\;;

I am tired of everything. I need a break from my 9am-12am life. PLEASE...