我是草莓族。。。但是我不想变成草莓族。
I cannot cope well with stress. I always thought I could and I will be alright but now, I don't think that is the case anymore... In the past yes, I can AT LEAST organized my time well and not feel stress but this time round no... Really... My body cannot take it anymore. I'm quite weak when I'm stress. I cried at every single touching thing. (If you all know me well, I usually don't get touched easily)
I want to cry... I want to emo... I want to scream.I can't tank anymore... I thought that this is the last week and next week I won't need to face the bloody computer for more than half day anymore... Heaven knows that David wants us to re-edit our DFX and submit next week. I really have no idea how to get started with that! Seriously no idea... I do not want to just get a pass grade. I want a more higher grade.
When he say our editing is not good, I feel like crying... Mainly because I have failed and I want to cry out all my stress... My eyes are getting worst and I am getting weaker and weaker... I cannot cope with stress and failure anymore! Am I becoming part of the Strawberry Clan??? Am I???