Why??? After a month of getting so emotional and sad, I thought that I will not trust love anymore and feel nothing for love but damn it its not true AT ALL. OMG DAMN IT.
WHAT HAD WENT WRONG??
THAT guy, I thought I had forgotten about him but when I saw him going out with friends that I knew... (And the fact that I was with that group of friend for the whole afternoon. =.=) I can't help but feel so sad... And yes, he ignore my sms and messages and all and I have swear that I hate him... However saying hate is not easy as really hating someone. ;_;
How can I forget him??? Especially when him and I had mutual close friends and I can't believe I just miss the chance to go out with him! (Together in a group but that counts anw.)
Its just barely an hour difference! /kills.
That really is what people said, 'Love can't be force' and 'No fate'.
Loving someone is so hard... And getting someone to love you is even harder. Thats why if I can choose, I would rather choose someone who loves me more. ;_; That is if I can even let go of my feelings lah...