Friday, February 24, 2012

Tired

Why am I so tired since this afternoon?
Did I ate the wrong thing?
No I don't. I've eaten nothing.

Am I too hungry?
No I don't thing so. Even though I am always hungry. :|

But why am I so tired?? :| Really everything I do today is so routined. :|
Go school, be a counselor, daze while completing game, go eat and cab home.
Every moment I'm not dead is a miracle. Serious. I am so dead inside my brain that I feel like a zombie myself. You all can just throw me around or leave me aside for what you want, its none of my business.

I just feel so empty. :| Maybe I hear too much sad problems and I feel and take the burden for them. Don't ask me why but I somehow feel for people. Regardless if they are happy/sad/angry/in pain. Maybe one of the characteristic of a Libra. :|

So often I try my best to carry their burden for my friends, making myself wore out and dead tired at the end of the day. :| I wanted to stop doing that but I just can't abandon my friends who are unhappy! So I end up making them happy and absorbing their sadness away. (I hope I did) And in the end I turn up damn tired. :|

*poker face*

Plus I have so many problems... So much that I don't know where to even start to tackle... Haiz... Why... Am I like this... :| *poker face*