How exactly do you feel from the bottom of your heart? How do you really feel? How does it feel to be REALLY happy/sad?? Seriously I have never feel from the bottom of my heart before. Not even once...
Yes, I felt happy, I felt sad but all just feel physical. Like I must be sad/happy, so I am sad/happy. Really no deep feelings when I do that. In other words, emotionless. I don't really feel, I realized... Is this normal?
I laughed, and I laughed a lot but Im not laughing from my heart. They are just laughs that I can't control. Cry, no use talking about that, have not been crying for the past decade at least... And love, seriously, how do you feel that? How do you really feel for people?? Regardless friends, family or soul-mates, how do you really define feeling for them???
Shit and I'm really useless and hopeless...