Can I just say I changed my own life? Plus I never really believe in other people's opinion easily. :/
Pretty much hate my life before poly so I had decided to use poly as a turning point in my life!! It is actually not that hard to change for a better me but now it is quite hard to become more stunning and as amazing as other people.
In fact sometimes in life I felt that I am going back to the way I was previously as I got too carried away and start to not pay attention to my initial goals!
Perhaps the 'someone' here would be my nemesis? My parents? Who always cursed that I cannot accomplished anything successful in life. That is when I wanted to prove it to them that I CAN succeed in dealing with the things and situations around me!
And there is when I grew stronger! Alone out in the world where no one really understands...