And also gained experience for work! Admin work to sales, met new friends and know more fun stuffs that working adults do after work! It can be interesting! The adult life! Maybe its only the teenagers that sound so optimistic and happy. I am not really that sure of it myself. (I need to see it myself when I go out of this cave. *w*)
So far this 19th is the most wonderful life I had ever had, I met the most annoying people, chance pass the more tackier questions, felt more sadder things, felt happier things that I self-proclaimed, more stupider things... And many more.
Also got to see different sides in people, their innocent side, their angelic side which used to be devilish, vice versa. Not sure if I am getting observant but I can feel that people around me are changing. Changing for the better, which is great in a sense. (I don't like people who demoralized themselves. USELESS as a human.)
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That leading to the realization that I did that at times too when luck isn't getting much on my side. OTL pl0x I am a failure.
The only thing I probably cannot concur this year is just LOVE. How to love people. This is one thing that I just cannot seem to get an answer to. Even if I am dating I don't even feel anything. That love feeling, how does it actually feels like??
Will my future live be a path where I actually have everything but just not love?? Would be sad I guess?? Anyway who cares, its not like I am going to get married and have kids in the future. /shrugs
Lastly will be what had I been doing for the weekend!!
1st: Finished Hunger Games book 1!!
See no ending in this book. Just like how it was in the movie. However the book has better and detailed description that the movie so I'll just let that pass. And I want to see what happen to Katniss and Pete!!!!! Off to the 2nd book soon!!
2nd:
Made kueh at grandma's!!
First attempt and seriously its NOT bad. LOOK AT THE DINOSAUR'S BACK. ^^
Little things in life made miracles. :D WHEE I BELIEVE IN THAT~