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I am actually evil. Actually scheming. Actually fake. I don't really disclose details about me but yet, you all trusted me. :/ I am actually not that amazing nor perfect as I seemed.

I am not that bad to betray your trust but I feel so bad that I am being treated great, more than how I acted to be.

It's really hard for me to trust people first... Unless they approach me and trust me first.

But sometimes it is tiring to keep my cool and don't flare. I bottled them up in my heart for a long long time. Just not sure how that one action/phrase of mine will change how the whole system works. Most probably in a negative way.

I am tired...

On the side note, I am finally sick. After days of walking under the drizzle.

Ultimate dreadful sickness. The flu x sore throat combo.