Thursday, February 28, 2013

Life as an unemployed

2 weeks as an unemployed adult!! Spent my 14 days doing nothing meaningful but just spend money getting to know the society.

I at least spent $150 cash within that 14 days. =.= My 'casual' ang pao money has only $20 left... ... From a 3-digit to a mere $20... Talk about saving for Japan trip. YEA THATS SAVE UP. I blamed graduation night. Spent total of $100 NETS in one day. NETS not cash. My cash was like all my remaining allowance and part of my ang pao lor.

Lucky i still have my internship money to tank my bank balance. I need to get a job. And I freaking have 2 interviews going on. One happened today and somehow I will get to know the results real soon. The second interview someday this week and I need to decide on the benefits among that 2 and make a decision omg! I kinda told the first one that I am going to work for them >.<

How do I reject that??

Life as an unemployed is fun, provided that you have unlimited flow of money. Then I can go relax, enjoy life eating all the good food and good entertainment!! However it can get boring at times.

Getting a job would be great but to get a full time job... I am still wavered by that decision. Full time job means a full commitment. Angels will sing for you as you open your gate to adulthood, working for your first ever full time job in your life. They will be proud.

The main problem is, I still need to decide on my next move! All this while, I have been sourcing for admin jobs. Temp admin jobs which are not at all related to my current field of studying. I should start to look for one that is related to design and multimedia. x.x

An alternative if I cannot go into uni. I would not want to do administrative for the rest of my life!

I shall see how the boat rows. If permitted, I would commit FULLY for any part time or temp job just because you don't need a commitment in it. x.x

GOSH I really need to change my mindset and overcome my fear of commitment in life...