My cousin already got his application but not me. Of course, my grandpa was disappointed. He knew that the chances of going into one is low. Plain low. However, to me, it does not matter that much at first.
At first I could not care less if I am in university or not. Now, it is more like a need to go to university just to flaunt to relatives that I can also get into university. It is now more like making myself proud. Going university for the sake of showing off.
What is the point man? Somehow now, not going into a reputable university makes me feel so stupid.