Sometimes I wished I should had studied just a lil harder and get good grades and go to a business or engineering course. Just because, I see no prospect in my current course and diploma that I had.
Other people might have but I know I don't have. D: And I don't want to continue in that field as an expert anymore. I would rather keep that as my hobby. I can never live with passion. :/ I would die penniless.
If I studied engineering.
If I studied business.
If I went to Singapore Poly instead.
All the IFs in my life.
Because if I changed one, everything will change.
If I did not choose MMA, I would not have met all the nice people in the world, and maybe I wont have the chance to be in my awesome CCA and be a committee and learnt, experience, enjoy so many new things! Maybe other places might be the same but I would not want to part with my awesome people!
I suffered shit too but that is part and parcel of the good things I get.
And not to mention Japan trip! Without my CCA, that would be almost impossible?
Some bonds just got stronger and closer since the trip.
If changing choices from the start can change everything now, I would not be sure if I want to change anymore. :/
I will have to bet, bet on that I will experience nice things as well and going back to meet my current friends, if I am really destined to meet them. Just one step can make the whole lot difference!
Like if I did not go Japan, a lot of things will not be happening now. I am somehow glad I chose to go Japan!
I can change for the better but ultimately, I think I will still stick to the current course and friends. AISHITERU YO MINNA~