I could not feel the upcoming excitements! I have no idea why. D:
Just might be too engrossed in this adult typhoon and I get mentally drained everyday, not to mention any energy left for the plannings. To add on that I am actually someone who do not really feel emotions. .________.
Sometimes I am just sick of myself being so tired and emotionless and behaving like a block. Sorry my friends if I bore you up when I am with you... Im sorry, maybe its my mood acting up again. OTL
Too much of work and isolation is not really good. I will just absorb and be dull. I am veryyyyy tired idk why T____T /creys