Is it really too late for some things? Like does time really goes and the same thing will not happen again?
I had missed every single opportunity I had in the past and here i am now, not accomplished anything; not having anything to look for.
I wandered a lot to the past, lots of "What ifs" surfaced. What if I were to go into engineering. What if I were to work hard in my poly years. What if I tried... What if I did my portfolio in 2013... ...
Rejected by NTU twice. First, for not doing portfolio but applied still. Second, for doing a crappy portfolio and rejected by merit. According to some insider, this year, they rejected most of the poly applicants as compared to the previous years.
Well screw it. Blame my procrastination. Now I am here, working and my contract is ending. What to do next? To extend, doing something that I do not really fancy? Or find a job that I fancy? What do I like anyway? I liked 1001 things but never had one stayed and last long enough.
I tried arts, I gave up not completing a lot. I tried maths, I gave up not having the patience. I tried literature, I ended up not able to read to the end...
Is it too late to start anew? Am I still young to make mistakes? I need some advice. T____T