KELP. Something might be wrong with me! I actually enjoyed the long working hours thanks to my 'superb' perfectionist attitude. That messedupdunowhentoserious attitude really can be the death of me. I always ended up having super great ideas and in the end struggled at execution wtf.
I could come up with super great ideas at 5pm, thinking that I can effortlessly finish with an hour and slack a while and then knock-off.
Fat hope. I was so wrong. Things always happen halfway like having a really bad code or really bad folder organization that makes me confuse wtf. I need my own organization system! Currently the system is SUPER MESSY OMG. So many folders and sub folders. I don't even know how my colleagues handle the 10x files by themselves.
And I suck at excel omg. So simple yet I always never fail to mess it up.
Anyway, this week, I actually left office at around 7pm but I never complain! Even today, I leave at 8.30pm and I can still slowly walk to the busstop (15min)... Yesterday I was still playing with my boss's electric scooter that he brought from Rakuten SG. (around 20min) I am not sure if I actually enjoyed it or what. =______= my colleagues are not really that good or bad so it's neutral i guess.
No cute guys to candy on but that does not even matter. Please something must be very wrong with me!!! Why do I feel ok working long hours, without the company of cute guys (not like they even notice me) and in-clique colleagues???!
Need to go ask myself why... In my dream. =w=