It is the 2015. So my resolution this year is to test my limits, break free.
So far for my 21 years of my life, i can 101% say that i did not put in much effort to the things i do. So far, i do not know where my limit lies and if i can be to a stage of deprivation and using that to motivate myself to be better. Maybe the most effort would be during my FYP? But i could had done 1001 times better if i dont always rush things last minute. /sigh
I am really really curious about my limits ans what is the bottom line to drive me crazy. In the past, i had seen a lot of my friends and classmates studying hard for exams and projects. Study whole day, trying their best to memorise, to score, to the extent that can study up past midnight just for a test. Just how can they devote their day to do this??!
At most i would study for max 3 hours and i would be off on my laptop/doodling/packing my stuffs and not even worried about my paper at all. My results will always be a a bit more than a pass so i am satisfied.
Now thinking back, i am such a loser. Not putting effort in all the things i do. My colleague took 2 weeks leave to revise and study for her exams. Maybe it is really hard but i totally cannot understand.
This amount of effort, will i even put in this high amount of effort?
My sanity, where is the line to drive me totally crazy? How much can i achieve if i manage to hit my limits.
I really want to know that. It is 2015 and i am turning 22 years old. I think i will be really good for my brain too????
So this year! Let all the breakthrough begin!!! Yosh!