Been sleeping late while studying for my exams and becoming heaty omg. Ulcers breakout under my tongue! Worst is, I have no idea what I am studying omg. Especially analysis. I have no idea what are they doing and EVERY SINGLE QUESTION IS ISOLATED. Yes my exam is an open book exam but "So?", nothing concrete can be found in my textbook and study guides. Maybe if I manage to get 100% for my CMAs, then I have no excuses on that. However remember, this sad girl barely passed her CMA with the help of google and all printed resources.
How am I suppose to pass my analysis for tomorrow??! I am so so so tired. Everything I do now makes me question my love for mathematics and also my future. Why do I left myself suffer for taking up Mathematics where I could had settled for a design related module and continue off from where I graduated from. =_______=
Seriously they say love is blind. Yeah, my love for maths blinds me for a year and 3 more years to go wtf. *pulls hair* HOW CAN I UNDERSTAND YOU INSIDE OUT???
Whatever. I am prepared to fail this paper. OTL Really maybe I can only secure 12 marks out of 100. FML.
And for my sake, I should really cut down on swearing and reduce my temper. Too heaty, no good for me. My ulcer is growing on my heat as well. /0\ I would need a coin bank to donate a dollar for every swear word said. :x