Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Unbelievable

This is going to be the first and last time that ridiculous/unbelievable things happen to me. Seriously, since yesterday, I discover more and more 'interesting' things that make me go wtf.

What exactly is the difference between love and like?? To me there isn't really much difference between them... I like all my friends, I really do... And asking me to choose between them is difficult to me. To me, it really feels like its killing me.

I admit that I liked them both before but now its over... Now it is back to the 2 guy that I ever liked for so long... (But nothing will ever happen between us... Nothing... We just have so much difference and NO affinity) Despite that I still can't forget them. It has already been almost been 8 years since my first crush and I still can't forget him... Don't mention about the 1 year one...

Maybe I need to move on?? And also I am very insensitive to my surroundings... And people's feeling. 
Hell no idea what am I babbling about but just too much things happening in my mind right now. Should I just say out what I want to say?? Even if I don't know what will happen???

Yesterday I get to know 4 people like me... Out of the 4, 1 confessed... And I still haven give him a direct answer...

Today, 1 more say he like me too... And for 6 months. /SHOCKED. I don't even know/ sense it. But he decided to give up lah... To let the first guy... 

But... Why?? Why is it me? All these things make me so stress... really stress... And a lot of things I have not told them before... Should I just say out? And also should I just say out the whole truth to her? I seriously don't know if it will work or not...

So should I?? /flip table. I stress lah! My balance not working anymore! It's too overloaded to one side and I can't possibly clear that alone... Someone help me.....