A totally different me in the mirror. The me that is not like what you really know.
As a Libra, constantly striking balance and justice.
How kind I am, how equally bad I would be. I am not really of a kind person if you know me well. I am selfish and want things in my own way. I am bad but I am not that bad either. I would want people to die for doing the bad things in the world. I would also want people to have karma for doing certain things that turns me off...
How happy I am, how equally sad I would be. For some time I might seem to be the happiest person in the world and the next moment I would probably be the saddest person you ever seen. The instant change in aura... Is scary. Sometimes I feel the need to not be that happy and naive. :/ People are not going to take me serious if I was that carefree and naive.
And behind the happy laughs hid the saddest sorrow one can ever have.
And do you think I am positive? No, I am not. I am only positive when I have to face people, to assure them and to give them hope. When alone, I am the most negative person you might ever seen (not the most extreme ones) or known of. Every single thought can be narrowed down to several parts by WHY WHY WHY WHY. Why do I deserve this? Am I that good to deserve that? Do I have the right? etc etc.
The happiest person have the saddest soul. I don't deny that. I totally agree with that. When there is happiness, there must be a sadness down under your heart too!
To sum up, the me is not a flawless person. :| I am still evil. A sadistic person in fact. :/
So bleh brace yourself people, I am not who I really am before. :/