again . Yea I know that I am lacking blog posts but bear with me, interning is draining away my energy.
I felt that 80% of my time is spent on sleeping or having an empty mind. I would just sit on bus and just sleep with my eyes open. I swear I am just letting my brain rest by thinking nothing at all. Most of the time with earpiece so people won't think I am some crazy dumb girl.
Even when I am eating, I feel like I am using my muscle memories to do the eating. I would sometimes just grab, eat, chew, swallow, grab, eat... ... Like a loop lah. Never even think when I eat like I always do.
Even when I am doing my codes, I just type all down like I am used to it. .__. Surprising, when I am not using my brain, I became a bit code smart. .____. Counter strike also, just shoot whoever is getting on my way.
In other words, my brain is going dead soon. To the extent that it is become robot-tized and routined. And when I nap, I just fall into a short deep slumber. Yes, I learnt napping and I really FALL into sleep! I can feel my whole brain / eyes / head dropping into some black whole or somewhere and just drop.
So blessful~ Meh but that cannot be forever. I need my brains!!