Monday, August 26, 2013

My job

After going for an interview for a photographer assistant, seeing how low the basic pay is and how much sacrifice is needed. Makes me ponder what I want for my future. Do I want passion over money or vice versa??

Surviving on the 'ideal' job that pays basic SGD$1200 and requires you to work 6 days a week and no rest on weekends. Well in short, its a service industry in Singapore. Its normal.

I would not mind if the pay is higher like $1.5k or $1.6k. Just because the job sounds interesting and I like a dynamic environment. WOAH WOAH WOAH.

可是!兴趣可以当饭吃吗??!Can passion make ends meet??!

NO. At least not at the start.

So I was so depressed... Thinking about the job offer and my dull future. People concern about 爱情与面包 while I concern over 兴趣与面包. Why so special as always?? I dun even need to choose between 爱情与面包 because I freaking forever alone and cannot made ends meet. =.=

How sad is my life?? And I kept dreaming about some so called 'foreseeing' their relationship in the future. Why cannot I dream of something about my future instead?? Please just once... I want to see how I fair 10 years later. Will I be a failure or a success. Or will I be legend.

And the panicking and anxiety of not having a job and with other people pint-pointing at me... I tried to rush. :| Till I read this article. Kind of don't know to be glad to read this or what. Did it just encourage me to waste my time?? D:

公主的髮夾 
國王有七個女兒,這七位美麗的公主是國王的驕傲。她們那一頭烏黑亮麗的長髮遠近皆知,所以國王送給她們每人一百個漂亮的髮夾。 
有一天早上,大公主醒來,一如往常地用髮夾整理她的秀髮,卻發現少了一個髮夾,於是她偷偷地到了二公主的房裡,拿走了一個髮夾。 
二公主發現少了一個髮夾,便到三公主房裡拿走一個髮夾;
三公主發現少了一個髮夾,也偷偷地拿走四公主的一個髮夾;
四公主如法炮製拿走了五公主的髮夾;
五公主一樣拿走六公主的髮夾;
六公主只好拿走七公主的髮夾。 
於是,七公主的髮夾只剩下九十九個。 
隔天,鄰國英俊的王子忽然來到皇宮,他對國王說:「昨天我養的百靈鳥叼回了一個髮夾,我想這一定是屬於公主們的,而這也真是一種奇妙的緣分,不曉得是哪位公主掉了髮夾?」公主們聽到了這件事,都在心裡想說:「是我掉的,是我掉的。」 
可是頭上明明完整的別著一百個髮夾,所以都懊惱得很,卻說不出。只有七公主走出來說:「我掉了一個髮夾。」 
話才說完,一頭漂亮的長髮因為少了一個髮夾,全部披散了下來,王子不由得看呆了。故事的結局,想當然的是王子與公主從此一起過著幸福快樂的日子囉。

‧為什麼一有缺憾就拼命去補足?
一百個髮夾,就像是完美圓滿的人生,少了一個髮夾,這個圓滿就有了缺憾;但正因缺憾,未來就有了無限的轉機、無限的可能性,何嘗不是一件值得高興的事! 
人生不可免的缺憾,你怎樣面對呢?
逃避不一定躲得過 面對不一定最難受
孤單不一定不快樂 得到不一定能長久
失去不一定不再有 轉身不一定最軟弱
別急著說別無選擇 別以為世上只有對與錯
許多事情的答案都不是只有一個
所以 ~ 我們永遠有路可以走
你能找個理由難過 也一定能找到快樂
懂得放心的人找到輕鬆
懂得遺忘的人找到自由
懂得關懷的人找到朋友
天冷不是冷 心寒才是寒
願您的心都是暖暖的
We always have a way , I know but when??