Hello guys, I am back here talking about how I am a free loader now for the time being and how useless I am and how I deserve a hit on my head.
I am just so indecisive to work. It is always that the welfare and salary package is not at all tempting... Basic pay of $1,000 or $1,200. Seriously in this world now. Who still survive with that? And a diploma holder some more.
I also feel unsecured when I am too free. I have no idea why but I feel that the whole world would be against me and I am at loss. wtf ._____.
I will be then, finding someone to vent all this things on. Complaining whole loads of shit to the them. And I find them just too sad, needing to listen to all my nonsense and all my excuses. Guys next time you all experience that, just like say 'OK' and dont bother giving suggestions lah. I only want to vent out my chunk of words stuck in my throat.
Yes whenever I am free, I will spend money and then scold myself for it. Just why??? T______T
You work and earn but you dont have time to spend money. Then when you no work, you chop and then have no money left. What logic is this???! Why did this even exist one?? =w=
This kind of mind boogying equations should not exist lah. D: