Lets draw an end to all these things. I reckon these things are not beneficial to me and I should had long ago leave it as it is but who knows how will things go on and how events progress?? Time to grow up and be independent!! Good this happen to those who move on and learn. For mine, learn while leaving others... I am really like selfish I think... If I want to do things, my way, I will just do it despite what people feel or think. And ending up feeling 'meh... you deserved this totally.' Without a sense of guilt or regret.
I guess I am not a people-people actually. :x
Doing things out of convenience to myself is just me... Really. Sometimes if I feel like it, I will step a step back for others (IF they are close enough to me). Every feel is just so surface to me. :/ Shrugs. Even happiness is like me in a whole new stupid looking giggling face. :s
After I seasoned the love, I will throw it away =w= within days. *opps*
HAHAHA. So this is why maybe I need to get myself from being to 'surface' in order to get my facts right. :x DAKARA, kindly me, please draw an end to this. And hope I do grow from it!