Hmm, do I not feel anything beyond superficial emotion??
Its like no matter how big the issue is, it don't affect my heart. So I have no idea how can people take feelings so easily and how can people rely 100% to each other. It is so far to understand. :/
And I could not care less now. As long I love my life, I do not need to feel anything extra right??
Just how could someone feel so deeply for love?? Or even sadness?? Even if I feel, that would be just maybe the act of guilt or sympathy... I feel no need to be trying hard to feel anything. I have no idea why.
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Even if I feel , I will just let it go real quick and forget. It is just so easy! How can people get so tortured by their own heart?? Unless its for their own dignity, maybe that I can understand.
I protect my own dignity more than my feelings. I would not go to the extent of trying too hard or making me seems worthless. I rather spend time on myself.
I think I only feel tiredness. HAHAHA.