Sometimes in life, I often post this question "You dead already? Not yet? Why?". Not because I want them dead but because I feel like dead is the best way to describe them; or to describe me.
Sometimes I function as if I am dead. I do not want to care about anything in this world, I just wanna have fun and things going my way. However this is Earth, there are 1,000,000 different type of humans out there and I cannot guarantee everyone and everything will go my way. With that said, screw it and get going Miaoyee, it is not like anyone or the world will stop and go along your way.
Suck up and deal with it would be better. Hopefully...
[Edit]
Are you blind? Seriously yes you are not literally dead but ARE YOU BLIND???! Seriously I am really confused wtf. The amount of brain cells killed for this is probably 50% of what I currently had because I really have no knowledge about these things and previously for the 23 years of my life, gave 0 shit about it. Well well, shrugs.
Telling myself that the texts miraculously disappeared sounds more legit and feasible that any other reasons. Good job here Miaoyee.