I always wondered if I am passionate about my life or not. Am I passionate about my dreams? Do I want to achieve my goals? To be honest, after the interview, I am really confused with my life.
Do I really want to do what I just said? Although it sounds great, impressive, did my eyes sparkle when I voice it out? If they don't, am I not passionate enough?
So many uncertainties, so many holes. Personally I do not feel any sparks in me. What is my goal and what do I really want in my life? I am not sure of the details but I would like to grow towards a professional in my career, be it in creative, marketing or mathematics. See I have so many options to grow towards, which one do I relate with? Which one ignite the fire in my soul?
It is so vague. So so so vague that I do not even see the full picture, let alone outsiders. With this, how can I even convince people, mentor people, advice people. I obviously have no rights to do that.
So what am I really passionate about???? Where do one see the sparkle in my eye???? Please tell me if you do see one.