Wake up in the morning and kicked my leg. I really should not continue that bad habit of mine because my muscle ache came back. And that kick has a HUGE impact on me early in the morning. So I just cramp both my legs on bed. .___. ... Yes and I fall back into a deep slumber for another hour, making a total of 13 hours of sleep!♥
Yes I feel so disabled now. T_T Cannot even move my leg freely. T_T I thought my legs are wonder when it didn't ached when I did all sorts of warmups and sudden runs. So my body lags for 2 days... I see here... Hmm...
So today I spent some time emo-ing about my leg. /sobs... And some other things came back into my mind again. Haiz... ... I need Doreamon's decision making tool!! So that I will know what decision is the correct move. x.x (Yes I am just too too too weak)
Nobody really expect that I am someone who is so unsecured except for a few people. I am someone who like to be strong for everyone so at least the people will have at least me to turn to when they have something sad happening to them. x.x
Also the real me... How am I really? I have no idea. Seriously no. So can I just say I am sometimes a Sadist while sometimes a Machinist?? Liking to hurt people's emotion while at the same time like to keep my mind hurtful because I'm just M in heart. x.x
Seriously this is abnormal. T_T RAWR. D: I can be feeling damn down at times and suddenly damn high the next moment. x.x